I'm really having a bad day today!! Woke up with an overwhelming feeling of sadness, so want to go home and be surrounded by my family and normality. Its difficult not being able to see my mam everyday, shes my safety net, she gives me reassurance when I doubt myself, gives me the answers to my questions, gives me the support when I'm feeling low; she is always there!! I really want things to be the way they were, my life at home seems so far away from where I am right now, I feel alone and isolated from security and happiness!!! Ive been feeling really homesick from the second my mam walked out of my room, it was the hardest most saddest day of my life because I knew from then on everything has changed!!! So yesterday I went and had a tattoo saying 'family' its beautiful!!!
I know I will be okay, I have to be but I need to be home!!! I need to be where my heart and soul is and that is with my family at home!!! Oh well, lets go to the seminar!!!! :\
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